Here are the words that describe May so far: sad, crazy, all over the place, exhausting, out of control. Not exactly focused, calm, or restful. The no drinking? Well, the fact that I managed to spend 4 days with my extended family while only having a few drinks is practically 100% success in my books, (and not because I don't like being around them, but rather because we tend to drink together- quite a bit) but alcohol has been consumed. The clean eating? Not so much either. I've been doing my best and all things considered- I've done pretty well. But again- not what I envisioned.
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So now what? Well, May is half over, but there's still time. It has felt a little out of control, but I know that it hasn't actually been as crazy and out of control it has felt. I've still slept, I've eaten vegetables, and I've kept up with my training (I think I've managed to only miss a few miles in the training plan- not too shabby!). All is not lost and I know with the right focus, I can keep going in the right direction and still get to the race feeling rested and prepared.
So I just need to keep breathing, get through the math test, and then keep on trucking :)
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